Answered Prayer>>>>>>God is GOOD

Hi, without giving too much away..... this week or few weeks/months/ years!!!!!! have been so rough for us in certain areas....!!!
We have shared with friends our lows but not 'really' got the support that we craved for.......
After what we went through with losing our Sammy...... we have never really picked up or recovered fully.... theres a hole/gap..... cant get motivated.......
Our other children are what has kept us 'up' and knowing that 'underneath are the everlasting arms' which never tire and never let go......
Its good to know... that we have such a great, strong, always there God.
Let me tell you, its never been easy and there have been days... i have questioned God and got real angry........
But hey..... God hears ALL sees the pains we go through.... and he does answer....
Its that still small voice........ Be Still and Know that I am Your God.......
Some Good news happened on Thursday a big answer to prayer and a burden shared was lifted.....
However thats only the start.....
Monday is going to be another big day..... so prayers are needed and that still small voice... i better be tuned into!!!!

Light at the end of the tunnel.......

Well today has been a big clear up......

Boxes have been emptied and filled up for the tip!!!!!

Clothes have been sorted and still getting sorted!!!

It is so hard...... but im getting there....

Jessica has been helping me and Aaron has been practising with his mate for thier 'band' round at his Grumps house....... Its a good job hes deaf!!!!

No seriously my Aaron is good... and i am proud of what he is achieving!!!!

I have great kids and am proud.... and i know i have an angel in heaven too that watches over us all..... My Sam.....Angel Sam

My Kids!!!! are Brill!!!!

Well its school holidays....... ive been feeling low today...... but what medicine than your own children to help to cheer you up.....
Although Jessica is into everything and wants to know everything..... she gives you a smile and a hug just at the right time.....
She has been practising her writing today..... she still insists on holding her pencil with a 4 finger grab!!! but i am going to be persistant with her in holding it right... she knows and can do it but then slips into the 'habit!!!' She has been writing her name all over the place on whatever she can find.... even tried my chq book!!! (she wont get far with that)
What a blessing she is....
And Aaron.... big bro.... my young man..... lies in bed on his PS2 and says hes 'asleep'- he then rises at about 11 am- says hes doing research for a PE/GCSE project- I dont know what the title is, but hope he starts putting his research onto 'paper' format-
He did make us all laugh though this evening - we were all huddled around the open fire ..... (its not that good-its freexing at mo as thats our only heating at present!!)
and Jessica is in her huggy mood, and Aarons got the giggles - i love it when we are all like this... all problems and worries of life become unecessary....... if only life could be that simple.....
Anyway.... got a text off Karl today which cheered us all to hear from him..... told me all is in Gods Hands..... what big hands our God has!!!

Verse given 4 today - 'Underneath are the everlasting arms'

They wont let us fall

Feelings .....!!!

I am feeling a bit low today..... circumstances around me ..... i am fed up with alot of 'things' fed up with everything going wrong for my family......!!!!
Feel very much like a Job situation in the Bible......I try my best to honor God... but all i have that is precious to me seems to be under attack!
Broke down in Church yesterday as i feel i have had enough..... elder supportive... i want so much for things to change to get better, all i ask is for a home that is filled with love, happiness... that is welcoming... that my children can feel safe in and secure and happy...... that i can invite people into and look after them to be hospitable to others and not feel like people are 'putting me down'
At present got no heating as boiler needs fixing- temp hot water !!!! Then u get a large elec bill.....!!! then dryer breaks down!

Why o why????????

' I call out to you....again and again
I call out to You.... again and again....
You are my rock.. in times of trouble
You lift me up... when I fall down
All through the storm... your love is my anchor.... my hope is in You alone!!!!

I am calling out to you Lord... to hear my prayers and answer them, please, Amen

Its been cold today.....!

Hi,
Im writing in RED as i have been so cold today.... so need to warm up a bit.
I know the seasons have to change and God is in control but...... i so detest the thought of the clocks going back and those dark mornings and dark afternoons!!!
I think we should reverse it and put them forward instead!!!
Someone will prob' tell me that wont work!!!
(Anyway.... look up and look forward it will soon be Christmas...aaaghh
But its Jesus' birthday..... a day to remember that so precious Gift.... and to give to others that Gift.....)

Aarons now on his 1/2 term break!! and Jessica breaks up tomorrow... so need lots of ideas to keep them occupied.....?
Aaron could be having a sleepover with mates from Church at w/end.. although theres a big gathering from Church going to the Rams Head in Longton at 7.30pm Saturday for the Rugby world cup!!!!
I will be having a mother and daughter night in watching 'Come dancing' and Ant and Dec. Jessica loves watching Ant and Dec and roars laughing at them!!! and it makes me feel good when i hear a child laugh!

Anyway, cya later